Compassion
July 2, 2007
Since I quit my job, I’ve been fighting depression. I’ve been trying to figure out what to do for a living. I haven’t a car, or even a driver’s license and there is no public transportation from where I live. I’m sorta stuck in this small town, and attempting generate income from my websites, from reading Tarot online and freelance projects that I can do from home.
Things could be worse, although I would like them to be better. But I’m not homeless and I’m not starving. I think this depression is actually frustration. I do not feel as though I’m pulling my weight around here. Though logically I’m doing all I can. But I’m not always the most logical person in the world, especially when it comes to judging myself.
Today, for my daily card, I drew the King of Cups. I used the Gummy Bear Tarot
When I pull a daily card, I read it as primary energy or something I need to keep in mind for the day. So when I pull a court card, I rarely interpret it as a person. This is the case with today’s card.
I’m always amazed at how the Tarot ‘perceives’ my feelings, my needs and exactly what state of mind I’m in. This card, in this case, represents full and complete compassionate energy, understanding and emotional support. Considering my present circumstances, I’m doing all I can.
I need to stop being hard on myself, and to cultivate an understanding of my situation. I really am doing all I can do right now.
Posted in Interpretations
content rss
July 3rd, 2007 at 5:35 pm
Are there restaurants of clubs where you live? Try to focus on your abundance and congratulate yourself on leaving the job. I left a crappy job ages ago and fell into hard times, i am doing great now.
You will do great too. Focus on what you want. What you want is to make money from reading cards? Focus on that, see if you can borrow money to get your liscence?
Start focusing on solutions. Found your link through another reader. I read too.
Change your language, instead of saying hard on yourself say I need to congratulate myself. I need to (insert positive affirmation here)
Universe, give me a great job that I love……
Go for it, congratulations on leaving the crappy job. Now you have space for something fantastic.